I've noticed that when I'm procrastinating, I tend to dwell on things that are better left alone, such as how four years ago, I saw you for the first time and became smitten.

These sorts of thoughts randomly come and go when I'm stressed, diseased, lazy, and of course, when I'm sad.

And then sometimes I'll say something you'd used to say - thankfully I've forgotten what you sound like, but I still can imagine you saying it with a nice voice-over from me.

And I deleted some of our pictures & by some, I mean roughly half of what I had.

Even though the year hasn't ended yet and even though I've had some lows in this year, this is my favorite year in a long time. I'm so glad I got to share it with who I did and I have no regrets about this year... except maybe for how lazy I've gotten :P