I remember telling you yesterday that I bought Blink 182's Greatest Hits and that I just sat in my car and listened to it, instantly regretting that I bought it after I was done.
What I failed to mention was that I bought it because I missed you and once it ended, I felt so stupid for thinking that buying it would fill the gap and that I can't keep doing this to myself.
I don't think you know how much I miss you and how badly it hurts me.
A majority of the things I end up telling you about, I'm trying to see how you feel and I know that's wrong. The blank expression you have though opens the wounds all over again and I end up feeling stupid, but I do this to myself. I intentionally try to get a rise out of you, so when I get no response, I feel like I'm only hurting myself.
I wish things could be different.
What I failed to mention was that I bought it because I missed you and once it ended, I felt so stupid for thinking that buying it would fill the gap and that I can't keep doing this to myself.
I don't think you know how much I miss you and how badly it hurts me.
A majority of the things I end up telling you about, I'm trying to see how you feel and I know that's wrong. The blank expression you have though opens the wounds all over again and I end up feeling stupid, but I do this to myself. I intentionally try to get a rise out of you, so when I get no response, I feel like I'm only hurting myself.
I wish things could be different.
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